Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can´t shake this, I am not okay And they say, Maybe I should learn A little thing about depression Like crying to a stranger´s Gonna help me with progression And I don´t wanna take it, I don´t wanna learn my lesson All I really want Is just the love and the affection And they don´t understand A single word that I am saying All they wanna do Is put me on some medication It´s hard for me to open up, It´s hard for me to say shit Writing all this music´s Like my form of meditation And ooh ooh, They´ve come to take me away again Take control of me and all my friends I´ve got this feeling And I can´t pretend Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can´t shake this, I am not okay Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can´t shake this, I am not okay So, I thought, What´s the point in trying If I cannot find a reason? I´m lying to myself, I got a problem with believing Believing in the good, I know my face can be deceiving ´Cause I´ve been tryna hide That I´ve been falling off the deep end We´re posting happy photos Like we have two different faces Writing "Take me back to this" From when we´re on vacation Doesn´t help me fill this hole Of loneliness I´m facing Like twenty likes a post Supposed to be the one salvation And ooh ooh, They´ve come to take me away again Take control of me and all my friends I´ve got this feeling And I can´t pretend Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can´t shake this, I am not okay Why am I so damn lonely? Am I the only one who feels this way? Why am I so damn reckless? I can´t shake this, I am not okay