Story of my life Searching for the right But it keeps avoiding me Sorrow in my soul Cause it seems that wrong Really loves my company Hes more than a man And this is more than love The reason that this guy is blue The clouds are rolling in Because I´m gone again And to him I just can´t be true And I know that he knows I´m unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy With some other guy I can see him dying I don´t wanna do this anymore I don´t wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don´t wanna hurt him anymore I don´t wanna take away his life I don´t wanna be a murderer I feel it in the air As I´m doing my hair Preparing for another day A kiss up on my cheek He´s here reluctantly As if I´m gonna be out late I say I won´t be long Just hanging with the girls A liar didn´t have to tell Because we both know Where I´m about to go And we know it very well Cause I know that he knows I´m unfaithful And it kills him inside To know that I am happy With some other guy I can see him dying I don´t wanna do this anymore I don´t wanna be the reason why Everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don´t wanna hurt him anymore I don´t wanna take away his life I don´t wanna be a murderer Our love his trust I might as well take a gun And put it to his head Get it over with I don´t wanna do this Anymore Oooohhh Anymore I don´t wanna do this anymore I don´t wanna be the reason why And everytime I walk out the door I see him die a little more inside I don´t wanna hurt him anymore I don´t wanna take away his life I don´t wanna be a murderer Oooohhh A murderer No no no Yeah yeah