I don´t wanna be the girl who laughs the loudest, Or the girl who never wants to be alone, I don´t wanna be that call at four o´clock In the mornin´, ´Cause I´m the only one you know in the world That won´t be home. Ah, sun is blindin´, I stayed up again, Oh, I am findin´, That´s not the way I want my story to end. I´m safe up high, nothing can touch me, But why do I feel this party´s over? No pain inside, you´re my protection, But how do I feel this good sober? I don´t wanna be the girl that has to fill the silence, The quiet scares me ´Cause it screams the truth. Please don´t tell me that We had that conversation, ´Cause I won´t remember, save your breath, ´Cause what´s the use? Ah, the night is callin´, And it whispers to me softly, "Come and play", But I, I am fallin´, And if I let myself go I´m the only one to blame. I´m safe up high, nothing can touch me, But why do I feel this party´s over? No pain inside, you´re my protection, But how do I feel this good sober? Comin´ down, comin´ down, comin´ down, Spinnin´ ´round, spinnin´ ´round, spinnin´ ´round, I´m lookin´ for myself, sober. Comin´ down, comin´ down, comin´ down, Spinnin´ ´round, spinnin´ ´round, spinnin´ ´round, Lookin´ for myself, sober. When it´s good, then it´s good, it´s so good ´til it goes bad, ´Til you´re trying to find the you that you once had, I have heard myself cry ´never again´, Broken down in agony, Just tryin´ find a friend. I´m safe up high, nothing can touch me, But why do I feel this party´s over? No pain inside, you´re my protection, But how do I feel this good sober? I´m safe up high, nothing can touch me, But why do I feel this party´s over? No pain inside, you´re my protection, But how do I feel this good sober?