Sleepless in the night I try to lose my faith in you Saying to myself You can´t be the right one for me And now that you´re gone I finally get a taste of freedom Only problem is I don´t really want To be free I don´t wanna be abandoned I don´t want to curse your name I don´t wanna feel the sadness Pretending that I´m still the same I don´t want to burn your letters I don´t want to face the truth I don´t wanna be abandoned I don´t wanna waste my youth You try to suffocate with your pretends And I believe in the shallow romance I ran for cover but I couldn´t hide And still you try to get me to abide You scratched me like a perfume and Erasing all the feelings that I had And all the time you faked this loneliness Cause you wouldn´t see my twisted mess I don´t wanna be abandoned I don´t want to curse your name I don´t want to feel the sadness Pretending that I´m still the same I don´t want to burn your letters I don´t want to face the truth I don´t wanna be abandoned I don´t wanna waste my youth